Carrie Thinking Aloud

I can’t watch this game….it’s only April and the rays are getting me all heated up. 160 games, you gotta win these early ones and get ahead of the game. Price is making me nervous, one bad pitch and they can catch up…..what are you doing David, throw some strikes….ahhhhh….it doesn’t help that ESPN is all about the Rangers, I haven’t heard them say anything about the Rays, when will people wake up a realize we have an awesome team, that isn’t going down without a fight, and isn’t listening to your crap and one sided opinions, Ok so now I’m stressed about baseball, these announcers are just as bad as these umps, who the heck do we have to pay off? At least this ump is calling some strikes.

It’s almost summer…..I can feel the summer sun waiting for me…..So, so soon; only four more finals, four more days and then no worries until my summer acting classes start.

hurry up.

why isn’t everything in my life pink and sparkly?

So many things to say.

First. I started a new job. At David’s Bridal, it’s amazing to me that I can be a full time college student, just trying to figure life out and yet I am living one of my dreams and I have a dream job. It’s an amazing work place, and I love the people i work with, not to mention the chance to help so many beautiful brides find the dress of their dreams. It’s to fantastic.

Second. I’m down 15lbs. It’s going slow (I had hoped to be down 24lbs right now so I’m 9 short) but it’s still going down which is the plus side of it all. Like they say slow and steady wins the race. I just need to keep my eyes on the prize and keep working towards the body I’ll be happy with looking at everyday.

Third. I’m trying to narrow down my list of possible college’s to transfer to. It’s not easy at all so I’m planing what I hope is to become an epic trip to New York this summer so I can see some schools and figure some stuff out.

Forth. This is a side note. the cats are napping in my bed and one of them (not sure which) is snoring so loudly right now. They are so cute.

Fifth. It’s almost my birthday/Jordan and Zach’s Wedding day, and in one short week I will be driving up to Atlanta for some much needed time with my mission family, and celebrating the wedding for two incredible people.

Sixth. Swamp Dash and Bash. It’s on April 21st. and although I decided I would do my princess half marathon next February, I really think I could rock this out without much training, beforehand. Not sure though, and I don’t even know if I can afford/get off work for it anyways.

Seventh. Princess Birthday Party. April 21st. All because I wanted a princess cake for my birthday, now I’m hunting down a Aurora, Belle, or Cinderella costume for a very pink and probably fun birthday party.

Eighth. I created the perfect summer schedule for classes, and I was so impressed with myself I also did my Fall and Spring too. It’s kind of surreal to put into perspective that in three short semesters I’ll have my AA, and probably (hopefully) be moving to New York. I feel like until last week graduated always seemed impossible and not anywhere on my radar, now it’s feeling kind of real.

Ninth. My room is a mess. I need to clean, so bad. Just saying.

Tenth. Some things in life are pulling my down. It’s sad to me that this always seems to happen to me around this time every year, I get in the rut, stuff starts going down, whatever and I’m always polar opposite to myself. Completely Happy, and Sad at the same time. I just don’t understand it.

And now I’m done. Thank you for reading, Internet world. Let’s talk again soon. It’s been way to long. <3